I guess I cant get past all of the words I have heard spoken by them. How much they love each other. How right it feels. How he never felt that way with me. How he can be himself with her and she is his best friend and has been for longer than she has been his girlfriend. It seems like all their problems have centered around me....all their arguments have had something to do with me. Or so Im told. My H told me that she understands that we have to talk about the kids and that we are friends. I wonder if she really understands. So, when I am out of the pic completely I feel like they will be in heaven. What irritates me about this woman is the fact she acts like she has "won". She says stuff like I need to move on and realize its over. I need to let go and all that. The only thing I have that makes me feel better is the fact I know my H cheated on HER!! Lots of times with me in the past and HE still would! I know without a doubt if it werent with me, it would be with someone else if he had enough faith that person wouldnt tell on him.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
