Jen - YOu have made a TON of progress in the last 10 days. With yourself, which is what you really needed to do. You have a lot to be proud of. I know I was really impressed when I got home earlier this week to see how good you had handled things over the weekend.
Do not discount the progress you've made. It may not feel like you've made progress with your H, but you have. He is seeing the changes in you. That is a start.
