The Door That Never Closes!

[Treese]

Snodderly.....the results will take weeks so I must file before they come back...so that it doesn't become a joint debt but money always gets in the way....geez....if we live paycheck to paycheck now what is going to happen when she gets money for his other child....I feel so helpless right now.....it's eating me up truthfully....no matter how I try to get it out of my mind and do other things when I'm alone it all comes rushing back.....terrible...and filing seems so final....but I understand I have to protect my kids.....they deserve to live the life they've lived all these years....it's not their fault....they didn't ask for this and shouldn't have to pay the price.....

Will I ever be whole again? Right now I feel broken in so many ways.....