H deep in A & MLC, need support 4 roller coaster!

[glamgirl]

Hope you are doing better today Dawn. You have a lot of tough stuff on your plate right now. When I pray to God I kind of focus on one or 2 things that I need. For you it might be forgiveness and softening the heart of your h.

Some things need to happen before God can restore your m. Meaning the forgviveness, your anger, h's coldness. Once you get beyond some of that then maybe God can do some restoring.

Dig deep Dawn. What do you think your h is most running away from in the M? Like for me my h thinks I am controlling, so I am working on that. Letting my h have the control. If you can pinpoint some issues, that is what you want to tackle first.

Also, just pray and pray and pray some more for what needs to happen or change. For example, if you are angry all the time pray that God release that anger and to show you what you can do to change that perspective in you.

A good book out there right now is "A New Earth" Eckhart Tolle. This book can teach you to focus on the now not on the past or future, it can be life changing if you can get into it. It has spiritual overtones as well.

Good luck Dawn. Your h is home and hasn't decided to leave, now you just need to pray that he engages himself into the m. Pray that God show your h the way back to the m. God is still in the business of miracles. We need to believe!