Well as for now who knows if he wants reconciliation, seems like he hates me mostly. I can't figure out why he hates me so much. I did everything for this man, we used to have so much fun. It went from 18 fairly happy years to nightmare in 60 days and then I had the bomb drop.
I wish I wasn't so nervous around him. Really makes no sense, I didn't do anything to be nervous about. And now with my son's football games looks like I may have to see him every Saturday{{sigh}}. Soooo not looking forward to that, especially with how much he dislikes me. I see him and really I just wanna run and I didn't commit the affair. Sure can't wait till I work through this part. Do I say hello or completely ignore him-any advice anyone??
Me-38 H-38 Married 18years Daughter-17 & Son-9 Discovery of EA/PA 4/23/08 Left home 5/08/08 Moved in with OW 08/01/08
The only rock I know that stays steady, the only institution I know that works is the family. -- Lee Iacocca
