No fights, no tears (from me at least) W was sad all night, don't know if that was because of me or not. I didn't really speak much to anybody. I had an ok time and S had fun aswell, D10 was sad for most of the night, she has been sad for a while now, I think W blames me partly for her being sad, I'm not convinced. I know I'm not dad of the year or anything but she has been sad for a long time, even before the Marriage.
Back to the party, I tried to look as happy as possible, W barely spoke to me, I complimented her on the cake, don't know if she didn't hear me or didn't care, but she just walked off. Oh well, if she wants to be sad then she can. I know this is going to sound bad, but it was almost a good feeling that W was sad even when EA had been at her house for most of the day (she told me once that he just made her happy, like she didn't have depression). I'm not saying that i want her to be sad, but i did say that the relationship that they had wasn't healthy (her psychologist said that as well).
I'm tired and the battle is over now, a whole lot of build up for nothing. I think W wanted me out, not that i did anything wrong but BIL was an immature idiot as always. didn't speak to me, didn't even enter the room. He was doing stupid things and upset W more and more. oh well, such is life at the moment.
I'm getting back on track with my DBing from now and I'll GAL aswell, also, i'm going to try and have the kids individually after work some nights for different activities. should be good if i can get it organized.
I'm wrecked now and it's time for me to go to sleep, night all
t7-years m3-years Me:22 W:27 Wifes kids (love them like my own) D-10 D-7 Our Kids S-3
