Well it is coming down to the last week befor I officially move out. I know he is cheating on me even though he wont admit it. It is so obvious. But what does it matter right. I start this weekend looking for a place to live and started packing last night. He came home and acted like it was just another day in paradise. Said the paper work would be ready today for me to review and he would have my money this afternoon. He also asked if i wanted to do counseling once I moved out. I know its so that he can tell everyone he tried. It seems like such a waste of time and I regret that I told him that but followed that stupid comment with I would love to. He says its for me not for us and he probably wont follow through with it so how do I hold him accountable without seeming to hopeful or desperate,especially after I some what blew off the idea (stupid stupid stupid). I really hate how I responded it just ticked me off knowing he wasnt wanting to do it for the reason I had hoped. He isnt coming home until late nights. Last night was the first time he had been home before 12 since I moved back in on Monday and then he left and I dont know when he came home for good. He is so curt and Im starting ot get really mad. How could you!!!! Cheat on a wife that has done nothing and lie straight to my face over and over even though we both know it. He is being so secretive changing all the passwords to his accts and sleeping with his cell phone in bed with him. My book comes in today and I cant wait to see if holds the key to my recovery. Any advise from anyone would be helpful.
