"I still struggle extensively every day with anger and vengefulness and unforgiveness."
Okay, in order to see some changes in yourself and your situation you have to:
get rid of the anger and ask God for comfort get rid of the vengefulness and definitely forgive, forgive, forgive
You said you prayed to God but you still struggle extensively every day with anger and vengefulness and unforgiveness. He wants you to have patience, forgive one another, treat your spouse and others kindly.
Make those beauty changes for yourself but right now the main thing is to do what I suggested because when you hang on to the anger, unforgiveness, etc., you get nowhere.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
