I just read a quote from a post that made me feel good. I have been wondering sometimes if by holding out hope for R I was really setting myself up and staying in denial. Then I read:
As longer as I am hurting because the M might be ending, I might as well keep fighting until it is truly over. Then, at least, I can say that I did everything I could to save us.
Wish I had kept the link to the original thread, but this is exactly how I feel as well. Just wanted to share that thought with everyone.
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008