Thank you MWG & Glam, you guys can just lift my spirits & make me feel better. You are always here for me, thank you so much!!

I'm doing my best to turn it over to God & as you know that is hard, it's our human nature I guess. I like what you said GG, walk by faith & not by sight. God can work miracles!!

Today I washed the vinyl siding that my Dad & I put up. I had some handymen come by to give me a quote on some stuff I needed doing that I can't do myself. Anyway they saw the vinyl siding & like it, I started laughing & told them that my Dad & I had done it. They couldn't believe it, they said it looked professional. That made me feel good!!! My H would be very surprised at what all I've done since he has been gone. Oh yes, last month my electric bill was 280.00 after having the attic insulated, my electric bill this month was 68.00!! Amazing!!! I hope they didn't read it wrong or something, it does make you wonder!! Of course it has not been quite as hot so who knows, but we have never had an electric bill that low since we have lived here.

This Saturday will be a year since he hit me with the bomb!