H didn't say anything to the kids last night.

But he just called me now. Told me that he wanted to "clue" the kids into something this weekend. He then told me that he had begun to date or see my friend and he is going to "run" it by them. He also told me that it was uncomfortable for him to discuss.

Why? BECAUSE IT IS WRONG?!?!?!?!

I'm really doing okay....but I still can't believe that I am in the middle of this soap opera. I simply can't comprehend his behavior....her behavior. How can they think that this is right?

Once again, I am trying to concentrate on what the kids' reaction will be, and how to handle them. It's going to be a long couple of days.....

If anyone has an extra prayer out there....we could use one.


No longer "waiting".....