Looking for some more patience!

[kissak]

Ok, Im so stupid stupid stupid. I just broke down in front of my H tonight. WHY???? Because he told me that him and the OW were back together and he was going to be moving in with her. Because he will be out on the street if he doesnt.

I told him I couldnt do this anymore. I told him to leave me alone that I didnt want to hear his friend crap! I cant be just friends with him. He wanted to hug and comfort me and tell me that he did care for me and all that, I wouldnt let him. I was sitting on the stairs and he came over to put his arms around me anyway and I told him not to touch me and he said he was going to hug me whether i liked it or not! I dont know what to do. This all still hurts so bad. Im so tired of hurting. I told him to just go away. I said I hope they were planning on moving far away from me!! Im so upset over this latest thing....now I am forced to have to deal with even more crap! Why do I have to do this???