I am at a low point. I will eventually snap out of it.


Ex was over tonight. I asked him to come over to help a friend of mine with a financial statement. He was more than happy to help and was very professional about it.

After he was done he shook hands with my friend and than started to walk over by me to give me a hug, but then he realized what he was doing and stopped and turned around.

It's like he realized "Oh yeah, I am divorced"

I have to say he looked so hot.

How can these guys look so good on the outside but be so messed up on the inside?

Maybe he just looks so good to me because I am sex -deprived....

Me: 46 H:44
Together: 25 years
Married: 20 years
Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07
OW: EA began 2005
PA began end of 2006
3 children,20, 16, 6
ex asked for forgiveness
01/16/11