Although I think I am moving in the right direction . I am impatient.I am tired of this situation being constantly on my mind - first thing in the morning, last thing at night, all during the day. Sick of it. I am considering taking up squash ( racket ball i think for USA's ) but it means taking time away from my teenages who already have a father that is taking on new projects daily which take him out of there lives.
A crystal ball would be nice. Show me that i am going to be happy again.
Good advice about thinking about everything I can do in the next short while and not about what i dont have. I am going to Australia for weekend soon. Maybe I will focus on that and doing something different while i am there ( other than shop ).
