Stella, I'm so sorry for the turn your sitch has taken but you do sound so strong. I agree with the others in that your H is still very confused but for your own PMA you are doing the right thing trying to move on. No one knows what may happen.
I hope your move goes well. Let us know how you're doing once you get settled in.
((((((HUGS))))))
Me47 H46 S13 M16 Piecing since May/09
"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz