thanks BBJ,

Yes it does suck and i am struggling alot more than i thought I would. The latest struggle is that I called to D7 earlier to say hello. She asked when i would be back and I kind of froze. We had planned to tell her this weekend. I told her that I would tell her when i would see her. She asked me several times if I had a fight with mom? Anyway, it sure did sting me....better get used to it. It will get worse before it gets better. I ask to put her mom on and told her I was sorry to interupt her and her friends(there were a few people over) but did she hear the exchange. W sounded a little cold but that may have been because other people were around.
Anyhow W has Friday and Saturday pretty much planned with D7. Hopefully, I will get to spend some time with her on Sunday.
There you have it not much positives going on....I am planning to play alot of golf this weekend! I have to GAL remember?