The kids cut him off twice since he just wasn't his self and they didn't enjoy the visits and really were still very angry at him for the A. They cut him off the 2nd time when they found out he moved in with her. My 9 year old has decided he wants to see his dad now. I am assuming I will have to see my H more now since my son is in football. My son will probably invite him to his games. I really don't like seeing him right now he's not his self, he's half crazy. All that normal reasoning is gone. Since the whole thing has happened anytime I have seen H I feel like an alien in my own skin, I just want to run. I feel like even though he did all this he has put me under the microscope and put all the blame on me and when he's around(which hasn't been much) I just don't know how to act. Do I say hello or avoid him. I know it sounds really crazy to even feel this way and I'm not sure why I do.
Me-38 H-38 Married 18years Daughter-17 & Son-9 Discovery of EA/PA 4/23/08 Left home 5/08/08 Moved in with OW 08/01/08
The only rock I know that stays steady, the only institution I know that works is the family. -- Lee Iacocca
