I SICK of always being the one to put myself out there. NOTHING in return. I AM going to do what the hell I want. She offers me nothing. I get nothing. That's what she chose. That's what she will get from me.
I was only thinking of myself these past couple weeks. Then I put some thoughts to her.
And for what? For jack sh*t. That's what.
She is gone.
And right now, so am I.
OK, I noticed you already got lots of hugs, so I get to be the meanie! I'm sorry for what you're going through; I know how awful this can be!!! But...I still think the 48 hour rule on waiting to make any decisions or actions until you have cooled off and not deciding things when you're angry is a good rule. I mean if you're thinking about something involving alphabet girls or something; I would just wait a few days on that and stay away from them while you are feeling like this!!!! Alright, now one from me! ((((H4H))))