I guess the problems lies in the fact that others are not respecting my wishes. I have asked numerous people not to post to me. They still do. I'm not the type of person that just sits there and takes it.
I have asked the people on my thread not to high five one another, and stick up for one another. Let people fight there own battles with me. They take a gang approach, and I have a constant need to knock each one of them down.
I'm the type of person that when he gets kicked, he kicks back harder. Must be the inner city boy in me.
I have asked for support to really read what I'm writing, and it is either I don't know how to write or they do not interpret correctly.
I do not waiver. I'm sorry if you feel I have been disrespectful towards others, that is not my intention. I think I am in constant defense mode. I know why spouse. I know how she acts. I can read her like a book. I have seen the rage, over and over in her. The advice I get instills rage.
Go dark... I get rage. You don't want to see your kids, you don't even call them.
Don't be at her beckon call. You can't even do one simple thing for me.
Etc... etc... it's is a merry go round with her. I would really like to get off.
In my opinion if they cared, they wouldn't try to overwhelm me with what I preceive to be nonsense. I am a man of truth and integrity, and I do not waiver.
Here is another thing. They go and talk about me in differnt threads, like they are infatuated with me or something. Maybe it is the wit, the drama, the writing. It is so sophomoric and high school like.
