Okay, I have to confess something and I hope I don't disgust you all as much as I disgust myself right now.

H was being a HUGE jerk last night. There's been alot going on at my place where someone keeps coming by when I'm out with the dog, or leaving notes for me and has egged my apartment at one point. When this person came by, he flat out told said "are you darboyd5?" I told him I am and he said "leave H alone. He doesn't want you and he's happy where he's at!" and then the guy left. H told me to go to the police since he doesn't know this person. I didn't until after the house was egged. I'm waiting for them to catch this guy at this point.

Well, yesterday I told H they caught him and H's name was all over the guy's statement. I lied about this just to get a reaction from H to see if he cares. Now he wants the police report and all that shows his name. I have to confess to H that I lied and I know this will be his out. He will file for D for sure.

I'm very sorry to you all and I hope you understand that I had a desperate moment and wanted a reaction from H and nothing more.