I don( post much about my feelings or emotions anymore. I try and cope with them and process now as best I can "with a little help from my friends". However, as I type this sitting in my car outside the courthouse, I am overwhelmed with sadness at the loss of my family and the fate that awaits my children. I still struggle.with the notion that I...I am the plaintiff here when I swore that I would never destroy this.

I am not a super religious person but I believe in G-d. Please...pray for my children today and for me to help process this pain.

FIB

Me 55; XW 47; 2 kids (S13, D11)
Bomb 05/19/06 Original thread http://tinyurl.com/yg2ou2t
Last anniversary 04/25/10, Divorced 5/12/10
Status: Loving father of 2 beautiful children;