I am sorry this is happening. Have some patience and pretty sure things will be settled. I dont quite understand where all this anger comes from, but your W has a lot of it. Also, your D maybe in her eyes the only way to control and affect you. I am sorry you are sad my friend. I hate the way this woman treats you. Most of all I cant believe she doesn't understand what she does, affects mostly her child. Stay strong, hopefully the ruling will be out soon and you can have scheduled visiting time with your little angel. Love K