Kissak go with what is in your heart. I just know that kindness and love towards my husband is what has worked for my situation.
Regardless if our M is restrored. I would just want to have a R with my h with love, kindness, support. That is what I would want to show our kids even if we are not together.
I do agree with MWG that it is the enemy. I know that when I waver on my stance the enemy is on attack. The confusion is not God it's the enemy and the ways of the world that are confusing.
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"