Tonight is the 2nd night in 3 days where I've placed a call to my D only to not have W give her the message and have her call me back. I also sent a text earlier in the afternoon asking about our schedule for me to see D this weekend.

Around 10 pm, W texts back saying that D is "exhausted" from her weekend w/ me and she needs to rest and get "time w/ mommy" since I had her all last weekend. I asked for clarification and got the response that I won't be seeing her this weekend.

I replied to W telling her that as long as the house is on the market, I can only see D on the weekends, to which W's reply was "good 2 know."

I then sent two more texts, the first asking her if my not seeing D for 11 days was fair for either D or myself and the 2nd asking W if we can work together so I can see D this weekend. Both texts were received by W as I got confirmation texts back, but she ignored them both.

I placed a call to the parenting evaluator and left him a message asking if he needed anything further from me in order to help him make his ruling. I also briefly explained I was calling him b/c W is still controlling my time w/ D and has said I don't get to see her b/c I had her all last weekend.

I just e-mailed my L about this and we'll see where it goes.

I just don't understand her anger at me. I'm flawed like everyone else, but why does she have to use D as a pawn? I'm upset and sad b/c I miss my baby.

I can only pray our parenting time issue is settled very, very soon.

I'm going to bed as 5:30 will come very, very early.

RTL


M:38; D: 6
Divorce Final: 10/6/08