Sad that she has to start her life over, sad that she gave up so much of her time and effort, only to find out that this (married with children) is not what she wanted.
best I can describe it she only wants the best in life. She wants her kids, but only for awhile no messes, no fighting, no yelling, no breaking stuff (things kids do) She likes the security of being married (someone to take care of the problems)but wants her freedom to do what she wants.
Reality is setting in a little on her about her choice, the daily grind of making a living, paying the bills (something she has never had to do in 10 years) etc. is upsetting her
my anger is almost gone, I don't wish anything bad for my STBX in fact I never did, I was angry with her, but she is so pathetic its hard not to feel sorry for her.
M45 W41 M10.75 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 W files for D 07/18/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
