Otherwise, working through a lot of stuff in my heart and mind about who I am, what I want to be, what I am doing now, etc etc etc etc. I have been extremely angry and tearful, frustrated and discouraged, about graduate school and also really missing B and feeling low about myself and what I've achieved in my time since moving to Atlanta to study. I got into several altercations with motorists on my bike, spent the last two fridays mostly in tears, and several days in a row crying myself to sleep. However Saturday I hauled my ass to yoga class and practiced, and Sunday practiced some more, so ... I am trying to realign from the inside out.
I had a dream a couple days ago that B told me he loved me, but in the dream he seemed angry. Not sure what this means (as usual), could be straight up freudian wish fulfillment!!!
As always, eager to hear your thoughts
OD thank you for telling me that you missed me, it made me want to start a new thread!!
