Wow Nik!! I took almost a full day and started going through yr threads...will admit didn't read ALL (would have taken days!!!) but read the whole begining few and more recent.
You seem to be doing great!! You went through alot over the last two years but you still held on strong. I am in the first few months of Seperation after the ILYBNILY and almost same thing as yr H, I got the I only married you because it was the logical thing to do and was the "next step".
Seeing your determination makes me feel much better especially when I get nervous that too much time has gone by (He's been out of our apartment for 4 months now) makes me more hopefully and even more determined to stick by what i believe and fight for our M.
I will continue following your threads...Good Luck!!!
