123snap, we all get down and frusterated at times. This board has been a godsend to me on so many different occasions. Glad you were able to get some great advice. There is plenty of it around.
It sounds like your H is really trying...asking for the list, wanting MC. Great signs! Dont let it get you down if he has a bad day. Those are HIS feelings and they should not impact you. That is some of what got you into this mess in the first place, identifying yourself THROUGH your H. Dont let all of your DBing work go away, maintain your own identity and happiness outside of your H. It will also help him with building your R back up. Your doing great.
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008