I've been in a wierd mood ever since last night. I feel almost too detatched...it's leading me towards paths of doubt. Do I want her, can I get past the PA's. Letting go completely might feel so good. I almost crave an end to this.
I'm sure that given my current state of fluctuating emotions that I'll snap back the other direction but for now. I am, meh...whatever.
W called me twice today. I didn't ask her to but she called once to let me know that she was at the airport getting on the plane. and once when she arrived at her hotel room. These are things that she would have done had we not been seperated. I'm just not sure what to make of it.
I do see the positive in the past week. Perhaps that is the trigger.
Last edited by HopefultotheEnd; 09/03/0810:31 PM.
Me:34 W:31 d's 5 & 10 M: 5 years, T: 8, Bomb1 3/8/08,#2:3/28/08 Asked 4 D:4/19/08, discovered PA 5/8/08,W moved out 6/30/08 W pregnant by OM: 2/17/08
