OH JWS, I do at times feel like we've got a vulcan mindmeld going on.
Thanks for the offer, and you can just chalk it up as a training run I've been down the dark path where I started channeling my inner sniper.
I've been to the abyss a few times and I keep that part of me quietly asleep against that day. Well, one day on the way home from work, I started getting angry for the first time. I knew I was going to a bad place, but, I wanted to go there. I called some friends that have similar pasts and my friend talked me down. I'm better now.