it's sad to see that you could easily save your M, family, your "fine" children so easily. you are your own worse enemy. go back and read your threads man. it's okay to crash, it's okay to admit that you can't do it alone, it is okay to accept help. submit to God and let him lead you. love your neighbor as yourself, read Galatians 5 and 6. most of all relax.
I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.
