I know, you're right I feel like I live my day based on what H will do. Now for instance I am thinking he's actually not going to call tonight, and I'm losing my positive attitude. I am really trying to detach, I just really feel like if I do, then nobody will be working for the marriage, and that something will slip by me. I know that sounds weird...
I don't want my life to be too separate from H or I don't know how we'll ever reconcile if that makes sense. I know that's not actually the case because you and other successful DBers have done so, so I need to get over the hurdle somehow!
OK being positive. It doesn't matter if H calls tonight or not, and I can have a nice evening regardless. A call doesn't make or break a marriage!
OK thanks for reminding me of what I need to do :).
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
