Thanks saffie, it is so hard. I worry that my life is full with the boys in it, I don't have too much time to think about what will happen when they are both out of the house. What im saying is "what im left with". Right now they distract me a lot... I don't want to regret staying with H because it was just easier at the time.
I don't know if Im making any sense.. my emotions are all over the place today.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
