(((((All of you)))) You are all so wonderful. Thanks. I really just didn't know what else to do, but its one of the things I am trying to do for myself. I'm really trying to take a step(or 10)back from the situation and just do the "right" thing as a person. As much as I have wanted to blast her, her sending me those texts tells me that she is feeling it. If I had blasted her, then it would have been the perfect opportunity for her to feel "justified" because I'm such a biatch. Being gracious took that away.
H starts IC on friday, maybe he is trying to get her to go too. Who knows. Its just a waiting game and all I can do is stuff for me and not get bogged down in their BS, which I have been letting myself do. They'll screw it up if left to their own devices. I have decided that no matter what happens, I'm going to be just fine. I will be the best mother to my kids that I can and try not to live a "do as I say, not as I do" lifestyle.
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
