PH: You have done so much to try and work on the things you think need to be worked on.
I wish your H could be around you more often and take notice.
MWG, Thank you so much for saying so. It brought tears to my eyes. I guess I feel that perhaps, I should never have brought up the bills/insurance issue this last Feb. I still sometimes wonder if the reason he's staying away is that he has someone in mind to be with or hopes to be with someone else, at least, even if he has no OW up to this point.
All I am doing now is working on my R with God, and praying for my H's, the boys' and my H's family's salvation.
