Here I am....real life and all.

[Starshyne]

XH did not call yesterday. Maybe he got the message that I don't need to be talking to him every day. I know he is having a difficult time, but he sure wasn't there for me when I was having my difficult time (oh yeah....he was the cause of it!).

This new guy I met online. But we actually went to high school together and graduated the same year. I only sort of remember him. He sells RV's and boats and was selling cars. He has his own house, 2 cars and a motercycle, and has never been married. We like a lot of the same things (music, tv shows, movies, find same things funny) and can spend hours talking and wonder where the tmie has gone.

I know that I am vulnerable, but I sure dont' feel like I am. My marriage has been over unoffically for 2 years now. That is when H and I stopped ML, when I first found out about the prostitute and when he stopped acting like someone who loved me. It is so nice to be getting attention from such a great guy. He isn't the cutest man in the world. He is losing his hair (he is 32), and isn't someone I typically would go for looks wise. But he is just so nice and funny. We did talk about what was going on between us and we both agreed that if things keep progressing the way they have been, we could be in a relationship. But we also said that we don't want to move too fast. He has little desire to get married any time soon to anyone, so I find that to be a good thing because that is the last thing I want. I think it is a good sign that we were able to talk about relationships and that we are on the same page.