My wife. I hugged my wife. Because I haven't gotten a hug from her in so long. I know I should not bother with her, but even the dogs get scraps from the masters table.

I always kiss the children.

You see this whole hug thing was very much a part of us during Waw@home stage, and even in the first two months of seperation.

I always hugged her when I left for work, and I always hugged her when she got home from work. Etc... After she got home from work. I would usually cuddle with her. We would watch Frasier and cuddle. Sometimes I would take it a little too far. I would either get lucky or get denied.

During the seperation she came at day two and we ML. Then every time she would come to the house she would want me to kiss her on the cheek.

During waw@home when she would leave for work. She sometimes would kiss me on the lips.

Now there isn't no hugs. None initiated from her. Which confuses me. Because she gave me that line. I never felt like you loved me. So I was overly affectionate.
Then we would exchange I love you's.

Now nothing. I don't say it anymore, because I got burned about three times. Plus I got conked on the head for saying it. Which is confusing because sometimes she would initiate it. Mostly me though. Which confuses because of the line never felt like you loved me.

Then it felt like she was coming down from the mother ship for a minutes, and then zoom right back up.

Well now it feels like she is staying up there.

Was she being somewhat affectionate playing games with me because she wanted to come in the house and do laundry everyday.

Who knows... what those woman think.

Here is something interesting. This was mentioned and I think there is some truth to it. Son who would never leave his momma's side stay with me. Hoping to bring us together. Daughter who was Daddy's little buddy would always stay with her. Hoping to bring us together.

I know this seperation is really hurting the kids. I mean for my six year son to say in prayer last night. No more living in two houses. That just kills me.

Now do I want her to come back because of guilt. Really I don't care how she comes back. As long as she comes back. If she is willing to work at it. Only if she is willing to work at it.