Healing my Heart 4

[fightingirish]

Well, my baby is gone off in the big world. I kept it together until he got on the bus. He was so excited to go.

I had him call H this morning, he was still sleeping, but he talked to him for a couple of minutes.

I thought that the jerk would have called me later this morning but no. He called to ask about a tracking number for something and never said a word to me about how it went or anything. Not to mention how I was feeling about it.

Him: What's the matter, you mad because S5 is gone?
me: no, Im upset because you haven't even asked me how it went or anything.
him: Its just like everybody else gets on the bus, its like how we got on the bus, what is the big deal.
Me: Is is a big deal.


Then he starts yelling at me that he was busy this morning blah blah blah, I just hung up.

Im so sick of this crap. He is so out of touch with Real life its not funny. I had 4 people call me this morning to see how everything went. You can't tell me he couldn't have take 2 minutes out of his morning to call me.

IM so mad right now. Im emotional on top of it missing S5, and he once again is making things all so much better!!!!

I don't know why the he$$ I stay with this man.

Im so tired of the yelling and him getting nasty over little things that could have been avoided. He doesnt have a sincere bone in his body unless it has something to do with making him look good.

Im tired of being the only one who cares about our family.

I have to make some decisions, I can't keep going with this for the next 20 years.

Im sick right now.