Morning Mishka...tired this morning, actually spent quite a while on the phone with H last night after all was said and done. Talked, laughed, joked, he thanked me profusely, and when all was said and done, and he said goodbye, he said it the way he used to. I know this is strange, but he used to have kind of a sing song way of saying it, and last night was the first time I heard him say it that way.
We were talking, and hit a little on the financial nightmare we are in. I told him that I had firmly come to believe that there is a reason for everything, although I am not sure what the reason for this was...never have too many credit cards??? He laughed and said, no it means "listen to (his name)". I laughed and said he was right about that in a lot of ways, not saying anymore but he knew I was talking about D21. We started talking about school, and he asked me why I changed my major and wanted to go into psychology. I told him alot of the decision came from my own experience w/ my C, and how she had helped me so much that I realized that is what I wanted to do. He started to ask how much...and then stopped. I asked how much what? And he changed the subject. I am not sure what that was about.
Anyway, the conversation was great, and I am glad I could help him out. Now, I need a neck massage and a long 12 hour sleep...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
That sounds like an intriguing call! Sounds as though you are making real progress!!! I wouldn't be surprised if he started calling you more often.
I know exactly what you mean about the tone of voice in which things are said. It really does give you an insight into how someone is feeling. So him saying good night in the sing-song voice, I would take this as a positive sign, a very positive sign.
Maybe the C thing will come up in conversation again. Not sure if you can find another way to work it in, and see whether he finishes his question next time?
Hope you're having a good day!
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
Wooo Hooo Lola!!! Lol.....it sounds like you a def a writing machine!! 5000 words at least in one night...I would have gone mad. Hope you enjoy the "thank you" however it is delievered. Good luck!!
I don't think I am going to bring up the C, he made a comment last night that his C had given up on him and said he was too screwed up. I don't necessarily think that is true, and told him he was not screwed up, just stubborn. He said who me? Naw...and laughed. If he wants to bring it up, he will. I don't want to push anything because lately the conversations are going so great that I don't want to backslide again. So I am just going to do the old wait and see...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
DON'T EVER, EVER WRITE A 5000 WORD PAPER IN FOUR HOURS!!!
It will leave you exhausted!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
