H is having affair after all - part 3

[Evie]

Well all been well, i should be moving house on Friday 12th September.

Can't wait to go now, new start for me and the kids.

Still have finances to sort with H and S, but slowly but surely everything that should be done is getting done.

I have fantastic and very supportive friends, alot are taking the day off work to help me move.

On a personal level i wonder how i have got to this place? How can i feel so indifferent towards someone i loved so very much and with all my heart?

I think i hve put a protective barrier around me. I cant be H's best friend. I could have forgiven the affair, but the hurt that his lies and deceit has caused is unfathomnable (sp). He treats me with indifference (for want of a better word) almost like i never meant anything to him. I feel im strong and coping well.

x