Stella,
I am sorry you have come to this. But God you sound so much stronger than you used to!!
I realised in my sitch also, no matter how hard we are holding on to our Ms, this process we go through and the rollercoaster rides, actually PREPARE us for what is coming, good or bad. So when the "bad" actually happens, we are much stronger than we thought we would be.

I think the conversation you had, even as tough as it was, must have been a turning point for you. I so wish I had such an honest convo with my H instead of him "beating around the bush".

Stellitsa mou, things will turn out great in the end. Think of this as a new start, not as an end... I know you hurt, I can feel you, but things will be fine... I promise.
Love
M


Me&H:42
S11&D10
Bomb 5/2007-Sep 11/2007
Reconc.November 2009