Stella, I am so sorry that things are where they are at for you. I completely understand no quite wanting to close the door. With men in MLC, you never know what you are going to get. The cycle so many times. No wonder we get confused by their actions, they dont even know which way is up. It sounds t=like your last encounter was positive, even though it was sad. You have been through so many ups and downs but have done it with grace. I admire the strength you have and believe to the core of my heart that it is not over until it is over. You will know in your heart when to let go. (((HUGS))
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
