Thank you everyone!!! It is sad when they go home & the house is so quite now. Their dog is a handful but he is so fun & he loves to play with my dogs, they keep us entertained.

I love them being here but I was also ready to be alone & cry. I did ok, I didn't cry much. I mowed the yard & then tonight I started back on my cross stitch project.

Thank you also for letting me know that I'm not crazy for not giving up on ex. I guess I'm still looking for the man I married. I'm sure it will be very different & difficult. I know if that ever happens it will take lots of C. I hope & pray for that opportunity, but then again, can I handle all of it? Right now I want to try but it could be different later on. I'll just have to leave it in God's hands. I'm really trying.