Sara, I agree that love is a choice. I also think that sometimes people become so sick with depression that they are incapable of seeing the beauty around them. He is TERRIFIED of going back to that dark place (his words) and still feels that I am was a big factor in that depression. I am staying strong for me, but hope that he can see that I am not the desperate wife that help to pull him under when he was already drowning.
As his fog lifts, I believe that he will see more clearly what it is that he truly is missing. Especially if I show him how truly peaceful and happy my life is. People are drawn to happiness, I am counting on that. I know I have been reaching out alot to him this week, probably WAY too much. So, my goal for the rest of the week is to act completely indifferent, no emails, no hanging out with him, just EZ breezy me.
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
