HTTE, these threads don't really do a good job of capturing the struggles we all go through. As I read through your thread, I made a mental picture of a man who is hurting a little, but, basically executing on all fronts and dealing with the OM situation like a champ. I really don't know where things are going and I to am jealous of Sawks at times. I'm hoping that my counselor can help me find a path forward.
