I am not sure how I feel about this. First, I am still disappointed that he didn't think to call me for 5 days. Second, he apparently already had his secretary book his trip (solo) to see his D. Third, he wants alone time with his D so if I went up, would I be infringing on his time with her. Forth, I don't know what his D thinks of us working on reconciling (if that is what we are doing) and I am not sure how comfortable I will be with the whole situation. Fifth, I am not sure he really wants me to go...he just knows he has already screwed up and he is looking for a way out.
Up - aren't you essentially answering your own question? And if you are disappointed (or miffed?), is that really how you want to be when you go away with him? Are you in the best frame of mind to be with him this weekend? Would it be better to let him miss you a little?
