I was feeling very hurt by the time I finally heard from my H again on Sunday. He sent me a text in the morning asking if we were still barbequing. I knew I couldn't go through the day acting "as if" so I called him to find out why I hadn't really heard from him for 5 days. He seemed surprised that it had been that long since we talked when I asked why I hadn't heard from him. He told me he forgot his phone charger and didn't want to buy one since he owns several already. I'm definately having trust issues...Ohhhhh, there will be lots to talk about this week with the C. Anyway, my H apologized and I did my best to let it go...at least for now.
My H came over in the afternoon. When he was here, I asked him whether or not we are doing anything together this weekend. He told me he is going to go up to visit his D this weekend since her birthday is next week. He said he knew we were supposed to do something so he asked me if I want to go with him. I am not sure how I feel about this. First, I am still disappointed that he didn't think to call me for 5 days. Second, he apparently already had his secretary book his trip (solo) to see his D. Third, he wants alone time with his D so if I went up, would I be infringing on his time with her. Forth, I don't know what his D thinks of us working on reconciling (if that is what we are doing) and I am not sure how comfortable I will be with the whole situation. Fifth, I am not sure he really wants me to go...he just knows he has already screwed up and he is looking for a way out.
