(((Jen))) (((Hopeful))) Thanks. BFF and I are texting, so it seems things are smoothing over. I think honestly my reaction is more residual from the M, the fear of losing someone else. She has been the only person from RL that I can just vent too, and she knows she can do that with me too. It will be okay.
The nice thing w/ H stopping by is I am no longer nervous when he does. I think the first few times I wasn't sure how to act, but now it is becoming more natural to chat for a minute, and I like that. The friendship part of our R is something I have really missed.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
