RH, I also want to suggest you maybe post on the newcomers board, you will get more response there. Those are all people who are in the same timeframe that you are in, and we folks who have been around a while tend to visit to try and lend a helping hand for those who are in the early stages. Hope you are having a little bit of a better day.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..