I think she just thought it was something she wanted to share. I can understand that, and I would really like to go. I am upset because I hate for people to be angry with me, and because I felt it was blown way out of proportion. Either way, it is from her perspective, and I know she is not really angry anymore, but I am hurt that she did not at least acknowledge. I don't like that. I suspect it has to do w/ the experiences from H when he does not acknowledge, which incidentally does not seem to happen lately, but don't really relish the thought of dealing with it again from anyone.

Anyway, H is stopping by this afternoon really quick...called me at lunch. I ran to check on D12 who is not feeling well, so I was not here, and he said he would drop of $10 this afternoon.

I feel a little better. Now if I can get rid of the long weekend lag and get to work!!!

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..